Melodies are gone~

~Saturday~20 March 2010~ ~感恩的心~
What a great news for me~ I gt more than 5 credits, which mean Taylors' gate are welcome me on the 29th of March~ After 12 years of study in SJK Chung Hua No:6 & SMK Batu Lintang in kuching, this is my 1st time going to study out of my hometown(Kuching). First of all I would like to thank all the principles, teachers, & friends who fought all the problems that I faced, to taste the sweet, face the pain and share the love with me. Im really appreciate all the knowledge and things that all of you share with me.

Many nights before spm result come out I've prayed with no proof anyone could hear, in my heart I only hope that I can get more than 5 credits~ Throught those insomnia night I feel how parent's feel, I feel what teacher's hope on a student~ Im sorry that I dint listen to you "teachers & parents" to study as hard as I can and yet to regret before the spm's result came out... Fortunately, I manage to get into foundation year in college by using my lucky SPM result~

Now Im not afraid, although I know there's much to fear in college's life~ Because I believe in myself~ I din't know my own strenght but I know I can do it if I really go for it~ When you believe, somehow you will~You will when you believe!

Melodies are gone soon~ I have to start all over again~ In a new place to adapt, to make new friends, and everything~ I really sorry to some of my close friends that I have to leave you all~ But I promise I will come back to kuching often~ May be you would ask me a question " Do you regret go to taylors college to further your study instead of swinburne in kuching?" My answer is still the same~ Im not! Its a great chance for me to learn how to be independent~! Hopefully I dint turn wild in KL~

Scare~ :-S

This coming thursday 11th of March is the day decide future of my life =.=" I darm scare T.T insomnia because of that and im sick cause of that too =.=" Today is 8 March :-S 3 more days ~! Pheng have faith!!! =.=" OMGOSH!!!

Unbelieveable offer~

An offer from my mom that I cant beleive~
Mom: Boy if you DONT get more than 5 credits in your spm... I WILL get you a new car~
M3(O.O): WOW! Great offer~! =)
Mom: Yea~ cause if you got more than 5 credits~ you will go KL to further your study~ If you gt less than 5 then you cant go =)
M3: =.=|| cheh! * GOD PLZ BLESS ME I WAN GT MORE THAN 5 Credits * :S
I CAN!!!! =) Yes i can!

It suddenly appear in my mind again~! *Sad*

It was on the weekday~ That day SiaPinPheng had been fooled by one of his close friend~ What a sad thing everytime it appear in my mind~ I cant forget that pain experience! ARGHHHH~!
As usual, that day Fren~Y texted me asked me go badminton on "that" night with a few friends... And I replied I can go if anyone can bring me home! Then Fren~Y replied said that she cant cause her whole family is going *car full* but she said Fren~N will send me home after badminton... So I went~ Who knows Fren~N dont wanna send me home on that night... I, alone walk home from Mjc Court to BDC home! T.T It took me 2 hours to reach home... And the time i reached home... is around 00:00 a.m!
However it is the past~ There is only one question always ply in my mind * Fren~N why you dont sent me home on that night and make me walk home! =(

Im here to complain!!!!

Guess what ! Chap Goh Meh wad~! everyone is plying firework~ Whats your problem!!! * My grandparent's neighbour * The aunty come out and scream at us!!!
Bitch:Can u all please dont ply firework... I HATE the sound~
What the hell! who care about you! Whats My problem? YOUR FACE LA!
And ofkos im still continue plying ... unfortunately I dint bring much to my mama house... I cun cun left the last one after the bitch barked at us~ so cant boom her much~
*sry if im too *bokasi* , *Cho* , *swearing* here* Im just write wad my mind is thinking now~
Once again thanks for reading my mind*blog*