When you come back to me again

Alone in this house again tonight,
I got the laptop on,
I expected you will leave me someday, but never know it will be so fast~

I know it is all my problems, but sometime i just dont understand what do you want from me...

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant never losing myself-control, and also you but am wrong
I thought it was a good ending for both of us on the day u asked for break

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain~

In a song,
I hear your voice,
And it keeps me hanging on.
I am exhausted, when we reached the end of relationship
When you come back to me again, I actually don't know how to react.

When you come back to me again, I knew it was last chance

But i just couldn't grab it, sorry that i hurt you.

Sorry that I love you. I just don't understand what you want..

~Pheng~

Exhausted but still have to move...

Recently felt so tired, especially mentally~

I posted on Facebook, and my friend commented that am old =.="

However, there are some encourage me also.

Assignments, Club Work, Friends and etc...

All these rob my time from going to my guru center recently, and met them.

Suppose to go Klang and have dinner with him yesterday,

but am too tired till I slept at home, haizzzzzz...

If I have enough time,

If I have enough energy,

If I everything go smooth,

etc...

If there is IF, I wont be sitting here blogging this passage...

You get what I mean, then thats the bonus you got...

If you dont, thank you for once again viewing my mind...
~Leo PinPheng~

Day Trips *Crab Island*

Recently I went a few day trips.

One was island trip, One was Jungle *makan trip*

And all was fall on sunday.

The 1st day trip we went was with uncle laksa's family, uncle philip family, uncle heng family, uncle rodney family as well as Doc Lim >.<>.<

From this trip, I realize...
People like us can live life very simple...
People like us can live life very easy...

People like us can live life very happily...The more you wish to be, the more you need to suffer for it...

The more you desire, the more effort you need to give than others...

The different between the island is the people there all live happily, though they also work for money, but there life is so simple till you could'nt thought of it....
The only thing I can said is they are all contented...

See how simple is there house...

Can I... ? Every night i fall asleep and this is all ever dream... ~

Group Photo =)

感触~

突然很想家，

突然很想回到自己的。。。

窝~

家~

房~

离开家乡读书，一直是从小的愿望。。。

一开始，到近来，

离家读书的感觉真的很棒，

直到近来生了一场大病 [胃痛]，

才发现原来在家胜过在外~

家

病倒了，有妈妈照顾~

外

病倒了，妈妈？哈哈~

Btw, I dint regret... 1st steps toward Mederka~!

Successful Man

一个成功的人

不仅限于拥有财富和金钱，

也可以是拥有内涵与文化。

A successful man,

is not only be wealthy or rich,

but can also has a good personalities and manner.

Pheng

Spirit of mine =)

~The power of a pair of hands~

A pair of hands can pollute,

A pair of hands can destroy,

A pair of hands can kill.

Why don't we use pair of hands to...

do something meaningful,

safe the environment,

help people who need help,

safe the earth.

There are many way to safe the earth,

and one of the way that I would suggest,

is to join Leo Club...

Leo Club is an international Charity Club,

that helps the needy organization,

as well as environment.

And I strongly believed,

everyone in this world is selfish.

But.... DO YOU KNOW THAT!

helping the world is just like helping yourself,

what ever effort you give to the universe,

at the end of the day

you will surely get a returns.

What are you waiting for?
Join us as part of the family,

and give the one who needs our

~POWERFUL HANDS~

Leo Spirit,

PinPheng

~Father Day~

This coming sunday is Father's Day (20 June 2010)
Papa, wish you happy father day :-)
At 1st I dont even want to wish him or gift him anything for this coming father's day... Why ? ? ?
What is daddy to me? ~.~
Daddy is the person hurt me the most when I was young,
but to him is called love, the way he love me...
Daddy is the person who rob my childhood when I was young,
but to him this is called bring me to indepent life, the way who I am today...
Daddy is the person who almost break our family when I was young,
but because of him, we have a better family bond today...
However all this little imperfection, that make them perfect for me to who I am today, thank you for loving me daddy... Because of you, I learned, I grew and I changed~♥ Love you ♥
Your Lovely Son,
♥Pheng♥